January 2010
The lamest things
Girl: I hate boys. I really do. They give so many stupid reasons to everything. But at the end of the day it's just, they just actually don't wanna be with you. But they need to have something to support their statement. So they come up with all sorts of excuses to so-call make things better. But it doesnt get better. It gets really stupid and annoying. Because, whats so complicated? What's there to complicate even? If you love her and she loves you back, thats all there is to it? Why would it be complicated then? Things only get complicated when you complicate it and there's really no reason for you to complicate things any further even. Love is actually easy. It is made easy. We're just all really stupid to complicate and twist it.
Boy: Love is technically not easy. You must have faith, trust and etc to begin with.
Girl: But you see, you cant love a person yet if there's no faith and trust and all those to begin with. Where's the foundation then? You can't just automatically love a person without all this. Then it isn't called love at all
Boy: Ya but, you must have it throughout too right? So it isnt as easy to keep it going. In life ,THERE ARE UNFORSEEN CIRCUMSTANCES/SITUATIONS.
Girl: So deal with it. Stop giving lame excuses to why things didn't happen.
There's a long way to go with the conversation. I'm dreading it.
“I’d break the guy who breaks my friend’s heart. I would. But if you...”
“It’s closed. My heart, it’s closed. It’s locked. And just like...”
“I hate it when i feel like i’m trying a little too hard for something. Or...”
“Sometimes i get really afraid and the best part is, i don’t know why...”
“Reasons. There’s always a reason we give, to why we should, why we...”
“And to be honest, we all need someone. But not just anyone can be the someone we...”
“Defination of myself: Unwanted, probably. Defination of you: A stupid and...”
“Losing your heart’s desire is tragic, but gaining your heart’s desire is all you...”
– Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill (via fyeahonetreehill)
Your walk of effort.
If he’s not giving you a hundred percent back in return or he’s not building his half of the bridge in the relationship then forget it and move on. He’s not worth your time and effort. Someone worth it would definitely give you a hundred percent and would gladly build his half of the bridge just to meet you in the middle. For the fact that you had to ask him to do it shows how...
“Because i don’t wanna have to go through another day thinking of the...”
“Afraid, but not Faithless.”
“It’s always a risk to love someone, and it involves time and patience to...”
“Because it’s beyond my reach to look up and speak up and tell you how much...”
– Something i wrote in my old blog previously :)
“Life kicks you around sometimes.
It scares you and it beats you up.
But...”
– One Tree Hill (via fyeahonetreehill)
“People ask me who I am. The answer? I don’t really know. A few years ago, I...”
– (via raindropsonredroses) (via waniwaffles)
“I’m the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows; who will listen...”
– (via raindropsonredroses) (via waniwaffles)
Sounds alot like me.
“At some point of time, you gotta decide what’s best for yourself. Even if...”
“Seems like yesterday i didn’t know how much i could cry.”
– Beautifully broken, Ashlee Simpson.
I need a guy who completely understand when I screw up I always screw up I say the wrong things, and I do the wrong things I’m a ruiner that ruins things I need a guy who understand that I mess up a lot But still has it in him to love me.
waniwaffles:
(via persistentlove)
“If he were the right guy for you, there would be nothing on this earth keeping...”
– Siobhan O’Neill (via raindropsonredroses) (via sofeeyah) (via waniwaffles)
Get on with life
Dear whoever-it-may-concern,
Please get out of my head, heart, mind, soul, body, books, bags, shoes and screen because i need to get on with my life and live it to the fullest but somehow, someway, you keep getting in the way. So stop getting in the way, my way. And get as far as possible as you can from me. I’ve deleted you from any means possible so i can get as far away as i can from you...
“): Says it all. Try not to ask. I’d want you to know without asking.”
So.. screw it.
1 left me because i wasn’t holy enough - went for 3 who is the complete opposite of me.
4 left me because we’re worlds apart - went for 5 who is the complete opposite of himself.
Tell you what. The world is upside down. I mean, yeah *chokes* like literally. For all you know humans will marry cows tomorrow. And dogs and cats would love each other. Cockroaches will stop...
“Apologising could turn things around for good, or it could make a turn for the...”
Something else
There’s always a point of time where you’ll get sick of the long waits that never seem to end and you’ll get tired thinking that there’s definitely a much longer wait than what you’re going through. And suddenly, it stops. Your wait is over. Because that’s just how it works. Things happen when you least expects it to. But sometimes, we can’t avoid the fact...
“I must learn to love the fool in me, the one who feels too much, talks too much,...”
– Theodore Isaac Rubin (via littlemiss) (via waniwaffles)
“I believe the most difficult situation you can be ever be faced with is deciding...”
– (via megamazing) (via crazybeautiful) (via tuesdayslove) (via stilltime) (via apologies)
“You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words...”
– Nicholas Sparks (via littlemiss) (via hippielove) (via marjchun) (via earthquakesandheartache) (via apologies)
“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s...”
– Jodi Picoult (via aristobrat) (via apologies)
There you go. So don’t blame me for being sorta anti-social and choosy.
“Theres only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can’t...”
– (via kimberlyjane) (via princessxo) (via scoobayz) (via junglejustine) (via runawaytrain) (via marjchun) (via apologies)
“You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy. Somebody who doesn’t...”
– (via apologies)
